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(no subject) [Nov. 6th, 2007|01:30 am]
eh. i hate myself.
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(no subject) [Oct. 11th, 2007|10:00 pm]
I do not understand people.
Nor do I understand what motivates a person to act as they do.
It is extremely difficult for me to understand just how shallow people are.
And I will never understand what motivates people to be deliberately deceitful and hateful.
I don't understand why just this activity motivates people in life.
I keep looking for a reason to have faith in people but it fails to present itself most times.

I can't trust.
Why should I? It's all an act isn't it?

The side effects of growing up with a con artist father.
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(no subject) [Sep. 24th, 2007|11:52 pm]
[current disposition |crushedcrushed]

I am sorry.
You don't understand. And how could you. I don't give any outward signs.
But if you don't mind. Humour me. All of you.
Just do me a favor and lie your ass off.
I am insanely fragile at this point in time.
So Lie. Lie constantly.
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unreadable [Aug. 30th, 2007|09:31 pm]
[current disposition |angryangry]

i understand that wishing to talk about your own life with someone may be seen as selfish.
but when i spend the vast majority of my time not doing so, to the extent that i avoid ranting -here- where of all places i should feel free to without being criticized.
i occassionally want to talk about my life and my problems and major decisions.
i am allowed to be selfish, right?
then why is no one even remotely interested in talking to me about a few things so i don't go and have a FREAKING MENTAL SPASM and contemplate dashing my brains out?!
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(no subject) [Aug. 24th, 2007|05:10 am]
[current disposition |draineddrained]

was researching massage therapy and schools today.
and ran across amta. they have a short test to see how much stress you have.
I shouldn't be amused at my score.

"Your Value is: 328
Your stress level is HIGH, if it continues you may want to seek help from a professional"

Okay. Show of hands. Who hasn't figured this out yet?

Perhaps you all remember moving at some point or another.
But I'm having trouble figuring out if this is normal or not.
700 mile move. (3 round trips). Packing/unpacking on my own. New job. Jaw pain.
Is it completely normal for me to be sleeping 4 hours when i get home, waking up for 3 and going back to sleep for another 6? I'm just insanely tired. I can barely stay awake and I'm wondering if I'm ill or of it's normal to be drained as hell. *L*

I loves me some sleep. Yerp.
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(no subject) [Aug. 6th, 2007|05:42 pm]
you know....wandering around 'dating/matchmaking' sites is really quite amusing. ^_^
not to mention...oodles of quizzing.
i. want. to. be. working.
too boored.
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(no subject) [Jul. 30th, 2007|03:07 pm]
[current disposition |boredbored]

The Wild Rose
Random Brutal Love Dreamer (RBLD)

shmolorful, but unpicked. You are The Wild Rose.

Prone to bouts of cynicism, sarcasm, and thorns, you excite a certain kind of man. Hoping to gather you up, he flirts and winks and asks you out, ultimately professing his love. Then you make him bleed. Why? Because you're the rare, independent, self-sufficient kind of woman who does want love, but not from a weakling.

You don't seem to take yourself too seriously, and that's refreshing. You aren't uptight; you don't over-plan. Romance-wise, sex isn't a top priority--a true relationship would be preferable. For your age, you haven't had a lot of bonafide love experience, though, and this kind of gets to core of the issue. You're very selective.

Your exact female opposite:
The Dirty Little Secret

Deliberate Gentle Sex Master
The problem is them, not you, right? You have lofty standards that few measure up to. You're out there all right, but not to be picked up by just anyone.

"You're never truly single as long as you have yourself."


CONSIDER: The Vapor Trail (RBLM).

Link: The Online Dating Persona Test @ OkCupid - free online dating.
My profile name: :
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(no subject) [Jul. 29th, 2007|03:31 pm]

Your Score: Privacy Fence

Your Heart is 63% Guarded

You're not completely defensive about your feelings, but you're certainly not an open book either. You've definitely got a barrier up. You consider your privacy very important, and you have probably been hurt badly at least a few times in the past. It takes you a long time to deem someone trustworthy, and even then, they'll probably have to jump pretty high just to get a peek at your true feelings. Try to let down your guard a bit - you might find something amazing. Have you taken my other test yet? The Are You a Polite Online Dater Test

Link: The Fence Around Your Heart Test written by irishcowgrl on OkCupid Free Online Dating, home of the The Dating Persona Test

it's that time again
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heh. [Jul. 27th, 2007|06:26 pm]
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(no subject) [Jul. 16th, 2007|05:18 pm]
I don't know why
I really don't
this just keeled me!

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